Last Blog of Senior Year

At the beginning of the year, almost every teacher and adult in my life told me that my senior year would go by fast. I nodded my head and rolled my eyes, thinking it can’t be that fast. Well, they were right. And after all the skip days and waking up at 6.30 am just to show up half asleep to first hour, it’s one of my last few days in high school. And I wish I could say it is anything but bittersweet. 

I’m so excited to move forward in my life and gain new experiences, make new friends, and just become an adult, but I also wish I could rewind and just do all of high school all over again and relive EVERYTHING. (okay maybe not EVERYTHING) In reality, I can’t. I just have to take all my memories, stuff them in my senior box, and reminisce about them every time I see an Instagram post from someone I went to high school with. I learned that you can’t hold onto something forever, whether it’s tangible things or intangible memories.


This year has also taught me that things don’t always go according to plan and that at the end of the day, it’s not that deep. I mean, 10 years from today, it won’t matter how the prom tables were difficult to coordinate or the stupid fights in the group chat over even stupider things. What will matter is that I made it out of high school with memories that make me smile simply because they happened. In terms of my secondary education, I can simply say that it provided me with a lot of knowledge from books and people. 


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